Things have been very busy for me lately. Starting in August I took on another little girl. I'm losing the two boys in another week so that will help me out. I also ran Josh to drivers ed for a week and am still doing football practice for him twice a week. In the meantime Jacob made the JV soccer team for Southside so I am running to games and practices with him as well. I am so happy that he got on the team. On top of that I started homeschooling Joshua. We couldn't afford three kids anymore and I also thought he would do better at home. I never knew how overwhelming this could be. I know this is the right thing for us to do this year, but I also am so worried that I am not doing a good enough job. I worry when he has down time, I worry that he isn't getting what he needs to get, I worry that I am not doing things right and I worry that I am doing more harm than good. I also worry about his social life. He is my social child and I know that he misses going to school every day. The only good thing about homeschooling him is that I do not have to do math with him. He will be going to a homeschool place once a week to get teaching and his homework assignments so at least that burden is lifted off of me.
So, I am very busy right now and very very tired, but I wouldn't change things. I love watching my kids play sports and having fun.
